(ok... so i had a bit of a breakdown in my head... totally lost it... but, i don't know... i love her... i don't know what to do... there are things i wish i could take back... there are things i wish that wouldn't have happened... i don't know... i just hope that she still loves me that way... i just hope that she still can... maybe i'm just wishful...)

a thousand times forever

a thousand deaths upon my door
the times i've loved and lost you
a thousand times the wrath and more
the times i've lived without you...
a thousand miles i walked across
the times i've tried to find you...
a thousand lives grown cold with moss
the times i've had to hold you...
a thousand islands in the sea
the times that i have known you...
a thousand nations follow me
the times that i adore you...
a thousand feelings in my mind
the times that i explore you...
a thousand times that i am kind
the times that i restore you...
a thousand days in which i wait
the times i am benieth you...
a thousand years of twisted fate
the times i do retake you...
a thousand times we intertwine
the times that i lay with you...
a thousand shores spread across time
the times that i will love you...